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I'm sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I'm sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I'm sorry that cupid has made his hit.
I'm sorry I love you, I just can't help it.

Heehee:]

Cheng YiQing;

Sweetie, Love, Girlfriend, Sister, Mummy, Daddy, Pretty, Dear.
Hey girl, deal with it .!
想起我们有过的从前, 泪水就一点一点开始蔓延 :]

Many things have been happening :D

28May.
One whole lovely day at home! I had the whole house to myself and thus, wrecked havoc :D I will not say what I did though :O

29May.
YAY! Went to Audrey's house with Elaine. Heehee :X Made her room into one big mess with all the clips, wrappers and well, stuff. Towels and blah blah. Had much fun though. After that choing home then went late night swimming with Cesca and May. So long never swim already la! Talked much as usual but we didn't get to see fatty bombom. Snacked at the usual spot then headed home. Just that dad fell asleep and I was panicking cause it was so late already. Took bus to Kovan and some how managed to get lost among the blocks. Thank God he found me and send me home :D After all my hand phone battery was almost flat and we even managed to stay at the play ground for a while. He gave me his answer :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Heh. I've been spending much of my time talking on the phone and I'm loving it.

30May.
Maths Camp wasn't so bad after all. We had lots of fun with Yingying, our trainer and the other girls. We stayed instead of running away from the start okay! So much for being not enthu but we cheered and participated. Hoho. I love our group cheer. So innovative. HEEHEE. After that went to AMK with Huiping, Vera and Elaine. THE DDR MACHINE THERE IS THE SAME AS HOUGANG'S. OMFG. Cesca, Audrey, heard that? I finally found that damn machine already la! And it's much nearer than what Downtown East. Thank you Huiping :D After that went to Mos burger with Elaine and we each bought a large milk tea and talked and talked. Home afterwards. I was so tired that I almost fell asleep while standing up on the bus -.-

31May.
Tomorrow's our 18 month friendship anniversary :D
Woke up at 11 and called him to wake him up. I didn't let him have a chance to go back to sleep. In short, I spent most of today talking on the phone and sleeping. I only got up for lunch and dinner and I'm heading back to bed soon. HEEHEE.

像断了线 消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去你的脸
再等一会 奢望流星会出现
愿 如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天 或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱不见
当对的人等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
整个宇宙都流眼泪

Dawn; I miss Dawn too! Date with Beverly and Vanessa after my camp yeah? <3
Beverly; Yay! We've much catching up to do. <3
Elaine; HEEHEE, you know the answer right! :D
Celina; Lol! I'll relink you.
Ly; Sure I'll relink. I had school that day mah. And I didn't know y'all went out until I came back. :]
Meihao; Haha, I want to go swimming again! Missy diver :D
Kristin; As soon as I come back from camp! How's the 8th? :D

Toodles people. I'm off to play ps2 and phone-ing :]

Thanks for listening me out.
Especially Audrey, Elaine, Genevieve, Jocasta, Joelle, Kristin and Mingting. [Did I miss anyone out?]
I really appreciate everything you all have done for me.
Thanks for asking me to be strong and really for every word of encouragement.
THANK YOU x 1 million :D

I'm really glad that I have such caring, nice, and a billion other good points, friends. I really don't know what I would have done without them there for me for the past week or so. Every word of encouragement pulled me up from the depths of depression and they refused to give up on me. And it's cause of them that's why I'm willing to think positively again. I've much to be thankful for :]

And 微笑Pasta is such a DAMMIT nice show.
I love one of it's phrase 只要笑一笑， 沒什么事情过不了! So true and I'll live by that :D

Beverly; YEAH! I want a beach date! 171105<3
Dawn; Yups yups. SOOOOOOOOON I promise! <3
Cha-shu; Let's study during the holidays! :D
Elaine; Yes love? <3
Gen; Sure sister! And thanks for everything <3
Kristin; Sure thing, 2 promises I'll forever keep. 0205<3
Ah lang; HELLO!
Jocasta; No worries. Thanks for listening to me! <3
Leegek; Lol, of course I'm hardworking la! :D
Audrey; And I'll remember my girlfriend for ever and ever! <3
Jon; I also want! You never buy for me :D

BYEBYE :D

I've just finished cleaning my room and my toilet. Yes, I'm not kidding. The toilet that I haven't stepped into for like almost 1 year. EWWWW. It sucked but now thanks to my perseverance, it's squeaky clean :D Like YAY! And I even managed to wipe the bookshelves, rearrange all the books and change my bed sheets. I feel such a sense of accomplishment :D

Everything's over and a brand new chapter of my life has just begun today. Surprisingly, I don't regret making that choice and I feel free for once. Thanks for the memories, they were the best I ever had :)


Well, I'm super tired so off to a nap I go :D And guess what, I've lost 2 kg and I didn't even ask for it -.-

Dawn; Haha sure thing babe. I'll add you when I get online :D
Cha-shu; I will, no problem! You too yeah?:]

What do I have to say already. Everything has been spelled out and I just feel at a loss of what to do.

Beverly; I don't know what to do anymore.
Dawn; There's so much happening and I don't know how to face them all.
Gen; BABIES DON'T HAVE TEETH :)
Ah lang; Saw you and chantek babi like so many times in compass la :D
Cha-shu; I doubt many did well. I'll be okay.
Kristin; No worries, I won't leave one day, I'll leave MANY. I have just so much to tell you.

I'm not feeling well. Off to bed to nurse my wounds.

Happy 18 months Beverly!

Firstly, Thank you ROUJUN for everything and the lovely birthday treat on Tuesday. Not forgetting the rest, Audrey, Beverly, Kristin, Mingting, Zien, Jeremy and Weiqiang for turning up :) Much love y'all! And the gifts were so cute! Thanks for taking time off and being there for me :D

Secondly, I hate it already. Everything. So tired and I feel like ending everything. I don't like A for what she did and I'm unhappy thanks to the fact that she's "publicizing" about what's been happening. THANKS much man. Now I have to explain to everyone. Why can't A just stfu and let me live in peace? If I want to patch things back, I will. No point flaunting the fact that I'm treating A as though she's transparent. What for? Stop adding to my troubles and I'll thank you very much. fAG, I've got enough on my mind so just get off my back. Now everyone's gonna view me as the baddie when I didn't do anything. Would A rather I scream at her then she's happy? I'd rather remain like this and oh please, stop telling everyone or rather, "asking" everyone why I'm acting this way. Rah, shoo! Go away.

Thirdly, I need some one to talk to. Who'd like to be there. Sigh, much has been bugging me and I need ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. ):

Fourthly, my results suck. Failed POA and practically almost everything else. Shite exam man. I regret not studying now T.T

Okay, I've enough venting already. Byebye.

Dawn; I miss dawn too! Lovelove <3
Gen; Lol, okay! I have it in my phone. Send you tmr yeah? See you soon and cheeer up :D
Priscilla; Hello! Lol, what's with your post hur. Anything must remember me :)
Claris; Relinked :]
Ah lang; Oh man, they're like shite. I hate this exam. T.T
Vera; Lol, nini is with you!

So many things, so little time.

School's a serious bore. Had the pet rocket thing and it seriously sucked. So boring and such a waste of time and money la. Perspired like shit under the hot sun and got my shoes all muddy standing in the field. So crazy. At least girlfriend accompanied my to AMK hub after school. Haha, had our usual Snow Ice thing :D Milk Ice with Chocolate, my love.

Today was another boring day with no teachers. IN THE Class games not inter class -.- So we slacked, shared lame jokes with mummie and sister and laughed our asses off. Slept a little at the back of the class and then recess. Did nothing and then in the hall for a movie. THE DOGS WERE DAMN CUTE. I SO SO WANT ONE. PRETTY PLEASE >.< Rah, they were like so smart and cute. Lunch with Rj and chat a bit with Yueli&Sheila then home. Later going out with all my babes <3

Ly; Hello! Lol.
Dawn; I love dawn :D
Priscilla; Your 2 like so ji dong, scary la! <3
Beverly; Haha! I'll see you later! <3
Vanny; I love you too, always remember that! <3

What. Am. I. Supposed. To. Say?

That I've been having a blast that it's after exams already? That now all I'm looking forward to is the holidays where there isn't any dumb **. Rah, I can't even admit openly what I want to say. Gathering at my house on Tuesday? Oh, I don't know. Life's such a chore.

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Yeah, I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me

Yeah, you're gonna remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shh we used to do
You were doing too much, I wasn't doing enough
That's what your friends say, you got a man anyway
I can't explain them either, I don't wanna leave ya
Hell yeah, it's hard to walk away when I see you
When I see you I remember the day
You put your shoes on and moved on before I could say

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Guess I'd call it show of affection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does she rub your feet when you've had a long day
And scratch your scalp when you take out your braids
Does she know that you like to play PS2
Till 6 in the morning like I do

I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on, it gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me)
Walk away
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

I have to live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid to move on
But it seems I can't
Though a new man is giving me attention
But it ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does he kiss me on my forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
With a bouquet
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say 'baby I love you' like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me walk away
Walk away
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away, yeah
I can't forget how we used to be

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
The things we did, the way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me, my friend, my love, my family
How did we lose the love that was meant to be
Sometimes I kiss her, wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him, wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug her, wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
I miss you

So how do I express this feeling
'Cause nobody compares to you
And you know that she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
Walk away
(Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me

I'm so damn fucked up; stressed; irritated; frustrated; disappointed; depressed and any other word that you can find that has the same meaning as all of the above. What the hell's going on in my life? I want to scream out loud and shake anyone that I see, hard. Why can't God show mercy and let me enjoy life after the mid-years? I've already screwed so many of my papers and you would think I deserve a break from everything. Don't mind me but, FUCK.

Why does A appear in my mind time and time again. Starting on the 8th? Hell, I haven't even contacted A since the 25th of February and all of a sudden this fishing happens. What is wrong with me? And thanks to A, I'm having this massive quarrel with B. What next? A break down. Hell, I know that's coming soon.

Rah, fish all this. I'm gonna drink with Vanessa. & yes, I'll always be there for Xueting forever and always. I know that she knows this very well. I love you :)

Leegek; haha, it's alright. Thks!
Beverly; no worries, it's ok. Thks darling, 171105 always.<3
Cha-shu; lol, alright! i don't mind much :)
Elaine; I went to your blog alr! HEEHEE :D<3




THANKS BABES AND HUNKS FOR WISHING ME!
I love you all very much :]

I'm 15 and I still don't feel like it. I want to run around with my hair flying loose in the rain. I want to drink and get really drunk. I want to act like a nut and make everyone really happy. But yeah, I love everyone ^^


Dawn; Thanks darling! Happy 7th month! <3
Gen; Yeps, cause I alas and everyone smiles! HEEHEE :D
Jon; Exams mah. Haha. Thanks, good luck for your papers too ^^
Kristin; Yups, I'll always remember those promised and you're the 8th! 0205<3
Priscilla; Thanks girlfriend <3
Cha-shu; Thanks friend! Let's go eat cha-shu again!
Jovin; Thanks May 8 buddy!

Much much love to you all :D

I hate falling sick. I really really HATE it.

04.05.07
Giddiness, Headache, Fever, Stomachache. Deadly illnesses yeah?
Woke up at 3 am to see the whole damn room spinning. Spin spin spin like a crazy ball. 2nd time this week. Rah. Managed to fall asleep around 4 plus only to wake up at 6 plus. Mum said I wasn't supposed to go to school so I stayed at home. Dozed off again and woke up at 8 plus. Crawled out of bed into the living room and camped on the couch for the remaining of the day. Only got up to rehydrate myself. Such a boring and meaningless day.Thanks to all those that showed concern. Roujun, Audrey, Elaine, Dawn, Gor and di. And of course you. You were the first to find out la ^^ Thanks so so so much. The day would have be unbearable without you all <3

05.05.07
Last night was also a crazy night. Woke up at 4 and the room was still spinning. I'm goddamn afraid of falling asleep already la. Thanks to all these nutty illnesses. Thank God they weren't as bad as before la. But c'mon. I've only had these severe giddiness 5 times in my life. And 3 of them happened this week. WHAT IS UP WITH MY BODY!? *&%^@%# Irritating. Anyway I better start studying and catching up with one whole day of slacking already.


Dawn; Haha, it's alright. There's always next week right :] And YAY! So many happy happy things on 8 may. Definitely a good day! <3
Jovin; LOL. What a coincidence. Hello back May 8 buddy :D
Elaine; And when you do, tell my the add again. I seem to have forgotten it T.T <3
Ah lang; Yes slim! Haha.
Quila; Hello there :D
Audrey; I'm feeling better already! Much love girlfriend<3
Sirchow; Yeah, I was sick. Haha. Didn't know you took notice of me :X Haha :]




Not such a good day today. Woke up at like 4 am? Stupid head made the whole room swirl and spin like no body's business. And I couldn't go back to sleep. Stupid fish. Felt to fishing sick when I came to school. Wanted to skip but had kuku Chinese paper. I'm so gonna flunk it. I fell asleep in both papers 1 and 2 la.

Study date with Kristin today! Went to Bishan and the library was so goddamn full. So we borrowed DS's books and went to the food court instead. Found a seat at a corner and it was cosy but damn, it was freezing. All was nice and peaceful at first, until these stupid couple or smth came and the girl kept on giggling like no body's business. Darn irritating so I turned up the volume. Soon fatigue crept up on us and we decided to call it a day. I finally got my ear sticks from Minitoons and a notebook from Popular ^^ Grabbed sushi and a drink from NTUC and headed off. I love Kristin!

Study date with Beverly, Vanessa and Dawn tmr?

Beverly; Tmr! Heehee, 171105 forever<3
Ah lang; Chinese sucked big time. Rah! I'm not skinny. I'm SLIM :DDD
Priscilla; What fight for guys. Haha, yups, friends forever ^^ Take care!
Elaine; AHAHA. Update luh then I can go visit (:

I love, love, LOVE Audrey, Beverly, Kristin, Roujun and Vanessa.
And ELAINE too ^^

1. Xinyi and Roujun are my mugging partners :D
2. I suck at Chemistry andm Physics.
3. Saw so many people at Compass today.
4. So many guys freaked me out.
5. Ｉ know I'm gonna flunk my Chinese paper tmr.
6. I. Feel. So. Goddamn. Tired.

Cesca; All the lyrics that I find over the net all say is 一万 lorh :X
Zhaozhi; Heh, thanks ^^
Ah lang; Yups, that's him :D
Priscilla; I hope nothing will change our friendship :)
Elaine; You changed blog? <3

2o5.
Angeline.
Audrey.♥
Beeting. :D
Celina. :D
Celina&Valerie. :D
Charlene.
Cheryl.
Claris.
Dawn.♥
Elaine. :D
Elizabeth.
Francesca.
Gb.
Genevieve.♥
Jasmine.
James.
Jeremy.
Joanne.
Jocasta.
Jon.
Jyrminn.
Kristin.
Leegek.
Li yan.
Meihao.
Nicole.
Pearleen.♥
Pei Ling.
Priscilla.
Quila.
Roujun.
Sarah.:D
Vanessa.
Vera.
Yueli.
Zhaozhi. :D
Zhiting. :D
Zien. :D




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