YIQING's blog .


I'm sorry to be smiling every time you're near.
I'm sorry my eyes twinkle whenever you're here.
I'm sorry that cupid has made his hit.
I'm sorry I love you, I just can't help it.

Heehee:]

Cheng YiQing;

Sweetie, Love, Girlfriend, Sister, Mummy, Daddy, Pretty, Dear.
Hey girl, deal with it .!
想起我们有过的从前, 泪水就一点一点开始蔓延 :]

Went out with Meihao&Cesca today finding jobs like again? Lol. Found 3 jobs but none of them comfirmed as usual. All I'm thinking about these days is money, money and more MONAYE! Gosh. I better snap out of it luh. Had alot of Cesca's ALAF photos xD But I won't post them here. Later she'll kill me =x

Replies.

Minn- LOL. its a nice song! and you should stop his songs and listen to mine =x
Kristin- YEPS. no problem :D where do you want to go? suntec again? xDD
Beverly- well, if we're thinking of the same person, then he's more of PERVERTIC luh. like so so so sick.
Li yan- haha alright. but if i ask online, can i link you here? (=
"-" erm, you are? anyway its settled le so its better not to defame her already alright?
Elaine- when i have the time alright? now my schedule's pretty packed =/

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I want more more dates with Audrey, Beverly, Francesca, Kristin, Mingting, Roujun, Vanessa & Yueli. Oh I can't stop ddr-ing too =x

Tag replies.

Nic- haha. happy holidays! lol. take care too ((=
Meihao- whaaaat idiot? anyway, 6B gathering? when?
Minn- hmmm, nevermind luh. things are settled i hope so just let it be bach (: & why's the song contaminating kame's voice?
Zz- i'll be staying but not in the chalet. i'll most probably be out for the night.
-- you are? anyway, the matter has been settled so its better not to rake it up ((x
Li yan- HAIYO! anyway, (just repeating) things hao le. so yeah, don't care about it le alright =DD

Hoho. Today was interesting. Anyway, settled somethings, and others just popped out of no where. PERVERT luh =x Nevermind. Don't talk about it. Just glad that something was settled after so long (= Hope that one day, we can be friends la. No more squabbles. Oh well.

Today, met Vanessa to get report book and lol. The security guards were like looking us up and down? Dressing mah =x The only "school uniform" that I wore was my class tee and Van, her Jaguar shirt. Alaf luh. Then afterwards Shan An&Don were waiting for us outside school. Went to Rivervale Mall to find Elaine for job and then headed to Hougang Mall for more ddr-ing. After that went to food court and then some people stole Van from me! Hmph. They went to play pool whereas Shan An&Don and me hanged around and talked. I found out some shocking things la. Irritating. Stone there for like don't know how long, snap out of it, then more stoning. Like madness -.- After that went to Kristin's block and then called her down to settle stuff. Nono! Not settle with her. Inform her of whats going on. Beverly too. Oh ya, Bev, if you're reading this, I would appreaciate it if you don't tell others. Kristin too. Don't want others to know so much. Thanks (=

Alaf la today. Acted as someone's stead luh. Kinda funny xD But in the end, they told the truth. But NO! We didn't do anything at all. Don't xiang wai la (: And the much awaited, photos!


Beverly, remember my best friend? The wall? LOL.

3 of us on our date yesterday :DD

Me&Van and the stars of deathnote ^^

Bev&Roujun too =D

Last but not least, the 4 of us <3

Ah priscilla. Just go away la. If you wanted to let the matter rest, then just go away la. Stop being such a pest here la. Waste my time reading your posts and all that. Stop spamming my blog like no body's business can. Just fuck off la. Irritating the hell out of everyone. Just let the matter rest can. From today, you'll go your way and I'll go mine. So just go away and maybe we'll have world peace.

Liyan, just ignore her luh. Its like she's the worst entertainer ever? Waste my time and all that luh so yeah. Ignorance is bliss (=

Today went out with Beverly, Vanessa and Roujun. The Prestige is not bad luh. But came home to see all this spamming. Interesting but well, infuriating. Oh well. Tomorrow going to get back report book and then date with Vanessa darling<3

Priscilla- just let the matter rest la. stop wasting my time. and don't scold my friends. they are being fair. and you kana defame not my business. who ask you kp me first xD
Beverly- haha. yes yes. love me can le ^^
Nic- lol. i'll link you asap. and yes, the past is forgotten.
Kristin- YAY. everyone love me me me!
ZZ- alright (=
Minn- aiya. just forget her luh. isn't it just a waste of time? so ignore ignore! :D
Cesca- lmao. lame right? haha. tuesday we'll alllll get more more monaye =DD
Elaine- more job opportunities are welcomed x)
Mingting- and i want a date with you too. next week perhaps? ((:

OH YEAH. I so forgot to say this.


I don't like Eugene Chia anymore. SO all those silly and lagggggy people out there, get your facts right luh. If you all think I still like/love him, get your facts right cause you've been lagging for the past like months? So yeah, don't blame ME on the fact that your quarrel over me la. Cause that just shows something's wrong between the both of your. Not with me. Cause, I JUST DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE (= Hope that girl can read this and get it into her brain and stay there for as long as she thinks I still like him -.- Like she's sooo last month xD

Buh-bye!

HELLO.

Missed Elaine's party last night but what can I say. I had a better time at home. After all, it was my lil sis's birthday too! Had fun torturing her luh =x But ended up in a quarrel in front of my parents. Then she blamed me for the fact that the computer jammed while she was using it. Like wth -.- No link la. But anyway, it was entertaining. And I finished reading Ps, I love you for the second time. Its still as enjoyable as ever. Actually, life at home is just boring. Haha. Wake up around 10 everyday and sleep around 10 every night. Thats like my schedule? 12 hours of sleep, 12 hours awake :D I can't wait for the dates to actually start. Beginning with tomorrow. Hopeful with Beverly&Vanessa. *crosses fingers*


li yan- i think my parents have only been on one meet-the-parents-session that involves me la. and the teachers just talked about crap -.-
cesca- oh ho, i can tell. anyway the party consisted of people i don't contact on a daily basis so i didn't go. well, lets set a date and off we goooo (=
beverly- OOPS. thanks for noticing. i've set it back to normal. technical error =x
kristin- almost everyday thats not a wednesday, thursday or friday. i've finished mine ageeeees ago.


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I see you looking at me
Like I got something for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it on up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused

The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing

The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new

I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!

I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!

I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man
(I'm without you)
(I'm over you)

I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man

Did I ever mention just how boring bloggins is to me now =/ There's absolutely nothing interesting happening except being cooped up at home like some hen hatching her eggs -.- But its splendid to be able to finally catch up on the hours of sleep I so desperately needed and finally being able to have the television all to myself la. And SAD! I missed the last day of school! But nevermind. Class chalet's coming up and Francesca and I have activities planned up for the night time =D

Sad to say I miss everyone. Especially Audrey, Beverly, Francesca, Kristin, Mingting, Roujun and Vanessa. But no worries. There'll always be dates to catch up on one another's life (=


You've indeed changed. A hell lot boy. Changed into some one I can never ever recognise. Blame it on whoever or whatever you want but in the end, the fault still lies with you. I have no faith in you anymore. You've become a monster. Yes, I don't want to deny the facts anymore. You have to just wake up. Everyone has been telling you just how much you've changed. Look in the mirror and I doubt you'll see yourself looking back at you. What happened? Just talking to you or messaging you is becoming a real chore instead of enjoyable like it used to be. I can't even stand looking at you sometimes. Lets just admit this. The past will remain that way. We can never be that close any longer. I doubt you'll ever have the chance to read this but I seriously hope that you can reflect upon your actions and what you've been doing to those around you. We just want the old you back.

Tag replies!
Beverly- haha. pon your training? =x
Van- i missed vanvan too =D
Meihao- lol. okaaay (=
Li yan- much much better already xD and heck care about results. i'm not letting them pull me down :D
Elaine- gimme an alcoholic drink and i'll cheers.
Claris- okay. i'll link you soon (:
Kristin- when are we going out T.T
Minn- YAY. finally some one agrees with me too ^^

GIDDY GIDDY! My head kept spinning la. Its like I woke up around 5 and opened my eyes to see my whole room spinning in front of me. Even when I closed my eyes, I could still feel everything spinning. Then I managed to walk to the toilet and I vomitted luh. First time in years. Then I walked back to the bed and fell asleep after so much giddiness. Woke up at 7 due to my father calling my handphone and some how or other got dressed and tied my hair up. Went to school and still, my head was so damn giddy and heavy. Bell rung and I couldn't even open my mouth to sing the National Anthem or say the Student's Creed and Pledge. If I did I think I would have vomitted la. And that Serene Ho had to force Peiling and I to re-sing/re-say everything. I hate that ***** la. Thanks to Zhaozhi, Huimin, Peiling, Celina and Elizabeth, I manged to swallow down a panadol and then after morning assembly was over, Zhaozhi accompanied me to the Sick bay where I rester and gorgor helped me call my father and he brought me home. Then I slept for like 2 plus hours before some irritating parent called me and woke me up. Rambling on and on about this and that and I got so pek chek. She even dare to ask me to go and meet her la. Like what the fuck? I'm feeling damn sick and until now, I still feel so giddy and she dare ask me go and meet her. Oh so fucked up luh. At least I managed to get some rest and yeah, feeling a lil bit better. Even managed to make some chocolates before my head started its nonsense again and I had to sit down.

Well, a SPECIAL THANKS to Zhaozhi, Huimin, Peiling, Elizabeth, Celina, Roujun & Kristin for their concern today (=

And now, I really have to get back to bed. I don't wanna have to vomit once again cause the feeling sucks. And I better get well soon. This ain't the way I want to start my holidays.

HOHO. Had fun scolding the spammer at Vanessa's blog. Oh, it was so so much fun and laughter. I shall post the tags here for everyone to laugh =D

My tags.
spammers? tsk tsk. grow up please. though spamming is a nice entertainment for others, think about it. WHAT FOR luh. if you like to talk about others so much, just put the name your mother gave you la or is your name just so embarrassing that you don't DARE to type it out? then all thats left to say to such a person is DUNK YOURSELF INTO THE TOILET BOWL AND FLUSH IT. watch your head spin round and round and round until you get sucked down the drain into the piles of **** and urine from others and i hope that you stay there and rot. the stink will permanently stay with you forever and why? all cause you did not dare to type out your name. miss choo here is like one of the BEST LOOKING girls alive and you better be jealous of her looks and not insulting her for them. she is born with them and she should be proud of them. what can i say about you, my dear spammer. i hope you look better than a rat la. then the people around you won't find it such a pain just communicating with you. or perhaps you actually look like a BACTERIA. then you can hang yourself upside down from a fan and i'll gladly turn the speed up and you can spin round and round and die. and i'll bury you afterwards =D and who wants to know '-' la. the slugs underground? maybe even they irk the sight of you. come on. REALLY. if you like to spam so much, just place your big name up there and we'll all go spam YOUR blog provided you even have one. then you can have a taste of your own medicine and you'll know just how SWEET revenge is. it will just simply MELT la. HOHO. van, i'm having such fun here. scolding others really is addictive la. and yes, to that "-", i haven't finished scolding you yet. how do you even know what miss choo did. have you been like investigating on her or something? or perhaps you yourself have tried snatching others' boyfriends thats why you know what it is like being a boyfriend snatcher? how dare you insult van la. you can go and take off your clothes and run around amsterdam. no need geylang. amsterdam is bigger. if you are that desperate for attention, you can get LOADS MORE from the guys there that are looking for such young TALENTS. haha. don't come crying to your mama or friends about what we say about you here. that will just show how childish you really are or perhaps how much of a scady cat you really are. to the DARLING VANESSA, thanks for the fun i had here la.

And yes, I had a lovely time typing it out and Beverly, Vanessa and I think we know just who this spammer is. Oh what a night. Its really addictive la. Call me a bitch for typing all that out but what can I say. It was real fun. (= and I shall end this post now by thanking Beverly&Vanessa for the entertainment.


Yiqing<3beverly&vanessa(=

7 months and 12 days.

Has it actually been that long? Some how I wish that it was just days, then I would have a reason to say that I still love you.


Stayed at home today once again and yes, it is proving to be boring. But my piano has accompanied me through the boring moments and it has deepen my love for it =D

Yay. I finally managed to spend one whole day at home without taking a single step out. It feels kinda refreshing la =x. I have been staying out far too much and spending one whole day watching 宮 seems like bliss :D Weird hur? But you have to believe it. And you know something? Though I ain't going gaga over princess hours, 律 is like uber cute la =D He seems so damn gentle and caring la. Oh man, imagine if he appears in front of me =x



Understand just how cute he is already? He's the best especially when he smiles. Okay, thats enough or else I won't stop. And the next hottie is 信. He's cute but not as cute as 律 luh. Many people may disagree, but thats my opinion (=



Enjoy the view of the two guys bah =DD I've got to do some work le. Byebye!


liyan- like i qualify for even double science. but apparently, the criteria set isn't comfirmed. there should be a chance you can still get into dbl science mah.
vanessa- haha. next saturday alright? and yeah, i'm thinking of you. LOL <3
beverly- OH YES. supa honoured! and since you're mine, you should be honoured too :D saturday? the 3 of us shall go out together <3
jun- erm, you are?

Lol. I just want to laugh la. Its like some girl just post a post suan-ing me and then the next time I go to her blog and see, she deletes it -.- Hum ji much? Oh well, its her life and I'll save her face by not stating her name here. She doesn't have much of a face in real life anyway :D

My results are quite expected. I mean I admit that I didn't put much effort into revising so yeah. But I'll be working much harder next year and so what if I can't get into the desired combination? It ain't the end of the world after all (=

Changes? Have you ever changed your attitude or character? Of course you have right. But think about it. Have you actually changed for the better, or worst? There is no harm changing cause we are supposed to be changing for the better, finding ways to improve our present character. However, changing is not actually something to be taken lightly. In different cliques of friends, you may behave differently. As in some you may be more comfortable acting like a fool with. While others, you just have to be more serious. Therefore, others have no right to say that one changes just to fit in with whoever one is with. Cause its something natural. Imagine you're with one studious student and you try to ALAF with him/her. I think she/he will think you're just some mad fool luh. So yeah. But beware. Don't change into someone else. In the sense that you keep changing until you don't know who you are or what your true self is anymore. And if one wants to change, it had better be for one's self. Not cause of friends or something unless they really mean well. Or else, what for? And true friends accept one for who one is. Not cause of what one can contribute to them.

I've changed into someone I can't recognise anymore. Or so I feel )=

Oh sian luh. What can I say. Drinking doesn't help at all la. It just makes me think even more. Ah and his attitude sucks big time. The only consolation is the time I spent talking with (=. LOL.


beverly- i'm alright! (= date soon soon! it has been ages luh.
liyan- come on. my results suck big time too la. i don't even think i can get into my desired combination le. =/
cesca- heh. thanks ^^
laoren- haha. you'll have to drive me there :D then i'll know where it is.
kristin- lol. thank you dearie <3

I'm alright lerh. I realized that what gor said is true. Though he is gone, he still lives in our hearts so I shall wipe away those tears and smile. He wouldn't want me to be upset anyway. He cares deeply for us what (= You'll never be forgotten Joel. Cause we'll always remember you. Hope that you're somewhere better now.

Sigh. It hurts when someone you know passes away. In this case, I don't want to say much about it cause its not neccessary. The second death this year. Life is precious. Please, please treasure it people.

Yesterday was hectic but Yueli stayed over night at my house (= Sentosa, Hougang mall, Police station and then home (=


Liyan- How's the results? I kinda miss the exam period too. There's like nothing to do now?
Beverly- LOL. No la. What I meant was that there's no you or Vanessa in Gb. Not I don't want your there(= wo ye ai ni <3
Vanessa- HEY BABE <33 More dates soon.
Laoren- Oh man. I'll visit you (:
Elaine- ((=
Minn- I read and I understand.

I don't believe that Joel's gone, forever. I don't want to believe it.

只要能够远远这样
看着你，看着你，看着你，
就算伤心心里还是
好想你，好想你，好想你，
只要能够紧紧这样
陪着你，陪着你，陪着你，
就算分手还是选择
喜欢你，喜欢你，喜欢你，

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你，
我就能勇敢的说，我还爱你，
我好希望我会忘记说再见的是你，
我不再回忆，也不再伤心，

只要能够紧紧这样
陪着你，陪着你，陪着你，
就算分手还是选择
喜欢你，喜欢你，喜欢你，

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你，
我就能勇敢的说，我还爱你，
我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音，
我不再回忆，也不再伤心，

我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你，
我就能勇敢的说，我还爱你，
我好希望我会忘记说再见的声音，
我不再回忆，也不再伤心，

I've been lazing around the whole day and I still am. There's practically nothing to do anymore and now that exams are over, no studying to do either. All there's to do is to laze and laze some more. Gah. Wake me up from this boredom. My handphone isn't helping either with all the "no reception". I get smses like once every hour due to it >.> Sian luhhh. I miss EVERYONE. 1 whole day of nothing. 14 hours of sleep last night and I woke up exhausted still. Sian la. I need more dates and when Cca starts, that is soo not going to help me. Perhaps it might take my mind of some stuff but no Beverly or Vanessa either. Everyone's gonna see my hairstyle tomorrow and God, I hope it won't be bad (= Anyway, take care everyone. The haze is back to the unhealthy levels once again )= I gotta go la. Or else my mum will start nagging course I haven't ironed my clothes yet =D Buh-bye (x


beverly- oh. no wonder la. lol. i was super tired =x
anonymous- ahaha. thank you (=
liyan- yeah, like FINALLY ^^
zhaozhi- yes, i'm sure. you'll do weeeell. no worries :D
laoren- haha. take care la you. so old le. you should stay at an old folk's home la xP
kristin- heh xD thanks babe.
van- no prob! there'll be much much more to come when you organise them =DD
mingting- hees~ no prob no prob ((:



Rahh. The partaye was FUN. 10 people including me came ^^ Audrey, Beverly, Kristin, Mingting, Roujun, Vanessa, Yueli, Zuyao and another guy came. That other guy shall remain anoynomous. Anyway, I rushed home immediately and cut my hair finally. After that I met Beverly, Roujun and Vanessa at hougang mall first and had a few rounds of ddr. After that we grabbed cups of bandung and wentr down to Mac to meet the rest. LOL. Then we went over to my house and we were "behind time" so I had to help my mum while the rest went to the playground. Its not that they didn't offer to help but they are guests after all =D

After that it drizzled for a while like 1 min? And they all ran back to the house and helped out abit. Especially those 2 guys la. Can't have done much without the help of one of them (= Everyone helped a bit and soon my brother's friends and my sis's friends came and it was like so noisy and crowded? Thank God we don't stay near the police station or else I think the police men will come knocking on the door very soon.

Beverly they all helped to bring the food in front. My brother's friends came. Crowded over the dining table which had our bags on them (mine and my friends). My brother requested if I could remove the bags cause they wanted it for work. And so I did. The next time I walked past the table, it was filled with like 5 laptops and everyone of them were hard at work. Yes they were. With Maple, Dota and CS. Nice try la.

After that a wave of fatigue came over me la. So I went up to my room and Audrey came up and talked to me. Thanks drey^^ After a while we went to the playground to join the rest. And I'm proud to say that my balancing skills are not bad. Its been years since I last stood up on the see-saw and balanced. Zuyao's balancing sucks =x He was the first off the see-saw and I was the last =D And the rest had fun too at the swings all that. Then we came back for dinner.

Spaghetti, Beehoon, Sausages, Rojak, Chicken wings, Cocktail or something like that plus plus. It was quite a lot and I have to credit it to my mum ^^ After all she did a splendid job with the preparation of the food. And for deserts there were Almond jelly&longans, chocolate cake and my mum's hand-made mooncakes! Yumyum. Everyone there polished off like 6 bottles of sprite and 6 cartons of pineapple juice? As in they were mixed together. Lol. No one knew what it was until they saw me pouring it into the drink dispenser. Then they all said, no wonder they couldn't figure out what they were drinking. Imagine I poured Chemical X!

Then we all sat down to watch the last 15mins of Princess Hours and they settled down to for card games afterwards. Yueli&me had phototaking sessions :D Oh yeah, loads of photos were taken and I shall post them up soon ^^ Those that want them can ask me for them =D Indeed, this is a day to remember. It reminds me of the last time my mother organised a barbecue. Oh yeah, did I mention that we didn't BBQ at all? It was my brother's friends doing all the work. After that I had to practically drag Mingting up to my room. She was so tired la. Yueli&Vanessa came up too. And hey presto! The rest magically appeared too. LOL. They started taking photos and continuing their card games. Heh. We took a group photo and then they all left. Except Beverly&Roujun&Audrey. Beverly, Roujun and I finally had a chance at the BBQ pit when my bro's friends started gaming. Hmmm. All my brother's friends stayed over. My 2 cousins did. & 2 of my sis's friends too.

SLUMBER PARTAYE! Audrey was also here and we 4 had a nice chat up in my room until her dad came and took her away )= Then there was only 3 of us left from the initial 10.

Did I mention that the piano is love? =D It was like there was always someone playing it la.

Then we settled down in my room and almost dozed off. We were so tired. And yes, around 1, we finally fell asleep. I think I was the first la. I was supposed to off the light but apparently, I don't even remember if the light was switched off. And so, this was the whole party. COOL HURHUR!


Just a note to all that came. Thanks for turning up and I hoped that you all had loads of fun. Though we hardly had the chance to touch the pit =x & yay! I hope that Yueli and me is alright le ^^ I hope Bev&Yueli are too. Kris&Mingting too. This BBQ is cool in a sense that it brings us all closer too? Now Vanessa knows more people. YAY. Lol. Special special thanks to my mother la. Without her, there won't be any barbecue la. ((=

Ah ha. Elaine. You don't have to care about what I typed or feel cause I know what I'm doing and apparently, I don't need you to care la. This may come of as hurtful to you or whatever but I don't bother to tell you nicely anymore.

Yes BABES. The BBQ's TOMORROW! I cannot wait luh. Finally some sort of party! I need the break from all the schooling ^^

Went to Suntec city with Kristin today and alaf-ed. It has been ages since I last went there and yes, we played at the fountain too :D

I screwed maths paper 2. I screwed art. I screwed chinese. I goddamn screwed literature. Gosh, I am going to fail all my papers luh. Anyway, I have to admit, my first impressions of people are not exactly accurate. Vanessa is a nice nice girl(= Sorry van, for all the hate I felt for you though I didn't know you. Some one polluted my mind with false impressions and I so stupidly believed them but now that I know you better (though not that well yet :D) I can say that you're much much nicer than what I initially though of you =D

I shall blog about what I have been doing. The previous few posts hardly contained anything at all so yeah.

Monday
Went for lunch with Beverly and Vanessa. Had a great time gossiping about some people who irk the hell out of us and we realise just how bitchaye and sluttaye some girls can get. Opened my eyes and saw some for who they really are and I found out just how much trust 2 people had for each other. Tsk tsk, so easily broken aye? Come on la, have more trust in each other or else it will just be that easy *snaps fingers* to break up. And yes, we drank bandung. It is still love after all :D Tore up the paper into itsy bitsy pieces. After all, its all part of the past already. What for bring up la x) & to emphasise on this point, Vanessa is a great person=) Just glad that Beverly and I "patched" up already la!

Tuesday
Had more of the delightful Bandung. And we finally DDR-ed! Gosh, it reminded me of those good old days in December. I speak like some old lady right? Vanessa tried ddr-ing to and may I say that she is good? Heh^^ and yes, gossiped some more. Man, I gossip alot don't I? But I mean come on. Which girl doesn't? And though I told myself upteen times not to care, sad to say I still care. But oh well, I won't let it affect me anymore. Its a thing of the past and I shall not care. Hees~ Vanessa&Beverly took photos on my cam (= & yes, Beverly and Vanessa is love!<3

Wednesday/today
Gosh, I went to VIVO CITY! *Catches all the envious looks* LOL. It was huge la. Went with the BABE, Beverly. It was huge la. But kinda boring. I mean most of the shops aren't even opened yet while those that are, just aren't for our age group. And yes, the toys'r'us is BEAUTIFUL. Damn cool with TIGGERS! Love love! We kept getting "lost" and appearing in Harbour front. LMAO.Then went back to Hougang. The cheezirito pocket is cheesaye~ Second time eating it and I'm getting a bit addicted.

Beverly, I shall send the photos to you asap. Paiseh I don't have the time to upload it now. But yeah, I'll see if I can get the comp.


Laoren- haha. take care la you old person.
Liyan- paiseh. i edited it wrongly and so yeah. haha. now can see already right. and ignore those dimwits.
Brandy- thanks papa! (=
Van- hihi. lol. i'm not caring about those 2 anymore. after all they deserve each other right =D thanks for opening my eyes ^^ much much love to you <3

AH waddafuck la. I know other people hate it when someone blogs about others but I CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE LA. I hate the both of you. One's some cheap slut that - get this straight - kissed another guy that was already in a relationship. How cheap can she get. That guy's an idiot okay. However wait, none on him at this moment. Really. Imagine you realise that your guy kissed this girl when he was with you. Motherfucker right? Somehow I think they deserve each other more and more. Its so infuriating. Maybe my facts are wrong but yeah, people these days, more and more sluttaye (= I'm a bitch? :D


Beverly- haha, i'm okay. no one's gonna bring me down, babe(=
Van- HEY! <3
Kristin- lol^^

Firstly, the replies.

Beverly- ignore immatures. they are soooo childish la (=
Liyan- haha. on behalf of my mum, i'll say THANKYOU! i've much more to improve on lol.
Kristin- thanks ^^
Youranass- Aw man, you're truly an ass :D look. if i'm a fucker, all i can say is that you're no better =) and if you don't like me, so be it la. i won't let that affect me cause its none of my business. and yes, as you said. its my personal blog and so i blog about what i want. like you can control me like that la. immature person. and get this straight, if i was a coward, you think i would even blog about it? you're the coward here by not placing your name so just shut the fuck up and you'll do a world of good to yourself. thanks for dropping by anyway. dimwit=D

Secondly, today was fun though I learnt about some bitch. Gah, ruined my mood. Anyway, I'm off to do art. Buh-bye^^

& yes, babeh is pronounced as bah-beh. LOL. Evidence: BAbarian. Bah right? (= Just wondered why they pronounced it as BAY.

Aww man. I'm stuck at my grandma's place cause Jeremy cancelled on me)= Its boring and I can't get into the mood for studying so I'm slacking and walking around like a zombie. The PSI is like 145 now and its unhealthy. Gosh, gas masks anyone? Imagine if we all just drop dead because of the haze. Stop the burning!

& I want my handphone. I forgot to bring it here and I need to talk to someone whom I can actually relate to laa. I can't wait to go home and enjoy life in an air-conditioned room. Oh maaan =x Gah, my sis wants to use the laptop lerh. Tata peeps(=

Oh yes, take care everyone. Stay at home more! Close the windows and doors too cause the haze is killing everyone.


Beverly- yesyes, those were the days girlfriend! xD
Mingting- a few more days my dear and we'll all be freee!
Liyan- yeah, an honest mistake and your blogskins are nice laaaaaa)= I'm jealous :D
Roujun- i miss my super darling too! bandung&dandan!

right here wishing that one day, nothing else matters. only in a world with you can erase every painful memory. everything that will ever hurt me will evaporate into thin air cause your presence is all that matters to me. a note written with love for you and only you. you are the reason my heart beats, the wall which stands ever so solid. though i have not found someone that i can really call my own, i will wait. cause i believe that somewhere over the rainbow, there is someone special. someone made by God for me and only me. he will be the one who cares deeply and dearly.

time will cease to exist when i'm with you. everything will just slow down and stop cause right there in your arms is the only place i'm willing to be at. where warmth and love is all i feel. no such nonsense of quarrels and anger. only sweet sweet love. someday, i will find the perfect one. the one and only. till then do i wait for him to appear. and i admit, not any average guy can be that special one.

one day, i'll learn to love again. for he shall be the one that breaks down the barriers of protection i have built around my heart because of so many reasons. he will be my knight in shining armour. much love to you.



come on la. i then don't want to snatch anything from anyone. wake up to realise that i don't like him anymore la. come on. how lag can someone be? you can have him all to yourself girl cause, get this fact right, i don't give a damn (: relationships mean nothing to me right now and yes, believe it or not, i've moved on. so yeah. you can have him if you want (=

Today went to Beverly's house and then to Marine Parade library but we didn't study la. Slacked a lot and took alot of photos xD No worries Beverly, I'll send you asap (=
And yes, I missed the old old days when there was Beverly and me. But they will come back soon right? (x

Haha. Finally found the song laa. I just realised that it is the one Audrey played the other time on her handphone. But yeah, ^^ Thank you drey<3

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever
Ever survive
How do I how do I
Oh how do I live

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还停留
说不出口的感动
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

每一天在你的怀里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
不能重来
不愿离开
是永远都灿烂的爱

每一天在你的梦里等待
每一次我感觉你的存在
So how do I live
How do I live
How do I live without you

当你的手还握在我手中
没有一次
我还放手
没有一次
停留
当你的手还握在我手中
灿烂的笑容
不论过多久
都让我心动

Oh tell me now

How do I live without you
How do I breathe without you

Wah sian la. The chinese sucked big time. Its like I could not even understand the passage at all, so how to actually start answering the questions. All I can hope for is a miracle and my paper1 results to pull the paper2 results up lorh. I can't wait for all the exams to be over man. Then I can really do something about some stuff. Now at Brandon's house using the comp cause I doubt I can use it at home. I seriously have to start mugging seriously already. Please stop all the distractions cause I get distracted damn easily.

Down in the dumps once again.

Tomorrow's the start of exams. Jia you everyone cause we all can do it. It's just a matter of days before we are finally free from the clutches of exams. At least for this year ^^ So endure my dears and everything will be okay. Gaaah. Life is getting boring with day-after-day studying. At least I felt that oral was alright. Not exactly too hard neither is it easy. Just the right mix of both. Anyway, I'll better get back to mugging. It's gonna be hard to concentrate but at least there's music and my mum's mooncake. Jealous? You better be :P

Dates, DATES!!
Audrey, Beverly, Brandon, Francesca, Jeremy, Mingting, Roujun.

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Replies!
Liyan- upteen times already. lookalikes hurhur. lolol. remember that time when my mum mistook you for me? alaf laaa.
Beverly- neither will i forget you. dates soon!!
Brandy- lao pa! didn't expect you to really come. good luck for your exams too(= father-daughter date soon! take care :D

Ah, you shut up la. Stop acting like you rock the house down, girl, cause believe it or not, you don't. So stop all the nonsense and open your eyes wide O.O Take a look around you and realise that you do not own this world (:

Simplicity counts you know. Comments please ^^ Its damn slipshot but yeah, it worked I guess.

After school Yueli and Francesca came over to my house and they took over the piaaaano and the coooomp. Awww man. But at least I got some studying done and I hope its much more than them Yueli was MALU-ed today man :D I shall spare her the embarrassment here but Francesca and I had a good laugh about it. Yueli the superstar eh? Hees.

Exams are coming already laaa and I cannot wait until after the exams. LOL. I'm thinking far faar faaar ahead^^ 10 more days laaaaa (= And good lord. The haze is so damn thick today. I've smelt it for like ageeees today. It sucks big time. I want perfumes sprayed like twice per half hour? Perhaps that will help a bit. Engulfed by the smoke )=

Oh maaaan. I shall go back to mugging once again. Take care peepos. HUGs.


10more miserable days.

Replies.
Beverly- haha. tee shu jun ^^
Liyan- yes yes! i also lazy to go find a husband how to marry. lol.

Awww man. FRANCESCA is JEALOUS hurhur! Naah. Its in bold and caps ^^ Anyway, today is a rotten bullshity day. Except for the fact that there were people who accompanied me msging and Jeremy&Weiqiang at compass. Heh. Overall its alright I guess. Though I got kinda pissed over some idiot who sucked big time. Ahhh. Don't remind me man. Its so so irritating luuh. Gaah. Oh well. More issues to bring up. Maybe its due to the lack of blogging last time thats why I have so many things to talk about. But it entertains others so I guess its alright? (=


How do you feel when you introduce your friend to another and realise that in time, your friend grows much closer to the other and they both start excluding you in their activities. Don't you feel unfair at that sight? As usual, I'm not pin-pointing at any particular person. & yes, its something I've noticed to. I brought it up to Jeremy and he gave some of his views and yeah, they're quite useful in that sense. But its like won't you get upset at that scenario? The two friends that were introduced may feel that they have loads in common but I personally feel that it is better if they don't forget the friend that introduced them in the first place. After all, if it was not for him/her, both of you will not even have met in the first place. So PLEASE, don't forget her/him. I seem to have a lot of views on friendship. But thats me I guess ^^

&& before I forget. I dislike those who defame others on the blog. I admit that I use to do that alot before but now, well, you can judge for yourself I guess. I just state my views yet I'mnot refering to anyone. But if you feel that I am refering to you, 2 pieces of advice to you. #1- Perhaps you are just too sensitive. #2- Maybe thats what you're doing thats why you feel that way. Either way, just think about what I said alright? (= Bestest wishes to everyone's friendship&relationship!


I miss Those Days spent with..
Jeremy Tee.
Beverly Tee.
Francesca Tay.
Audrey Goh.
Kristin Goh.
Tan Yue Li.
Tay Ming Ting.

Yes, I do man. Those days before the quarrels came. And all the attitudes or changes that took place. Is it ever possible to go back to those innocent days filled with laughter and fun? Where backstabbing was unheard of and complaints were minore and filled with humour instead of hurt and anger. Gosh, I miss those days. And yes, 260105. The day our fates crossed. Jeremy, Francesca and mine. It'll be almost 2 years since the start ofour friendship. I'll always remember the good old days my dears.

Oh yeah, special thanks to KENNY for the advices. I don't know him that well and he too yet it seems as though we've known each other for ages. THANK YOU MAN.
I've not forgotten the others of course! But just a dedication to him. THANKYOU all the rest who have been by me either constantly or for a period of time. I meant something to youall and you all mean and will always mean loads to me (= Weeeeell I have to go tuck myself into bed now. Take care everyone! <3

Replies.
Kenny- du-uh. lol. why would i refer to him. he freaked the hell out of me yesterday la (= I'll link you asap.
Zz- danielle steel is cool to. you read granny dan! so don't disagree with me! :D
Cesca- awww man. you're name is in caps and bold. see it up there? ^ paiseh there'sonly the arrow head. but yeah. heh. i'll read it when you post it and i see it =D

Life has been turmoil la. It has been absolutely ages since I sat down and had a good cup of starbucks coffee. How I miss that taste of the bittersweet coffee trickling down my throat. And how I miss the dates just made for relaxation and enjoyment. Instead of the familiar anxiousness to start revising. Indeed, I have not much time or rather, no more time to slack. There is totally no time left for catching up on my social life and even less to spend thinking on the problems and relationships I have with those around me. I can never catch up with the humongous loads of work and practises I never took seriously and regret deeply for it all. But yes, I am grateful for all those who showed care and concern to me. Especially those that come in unusual "packages" =D

And I am starting to dislike those that take others for substitues. I know I have been taking some of my friends as that but I am trying not to. Sometimes it may seem as though I am but seriously, I'm NOT. Sounds confusing? I bet you all know what I mean. And I especially dislike some for making the other party cry for what they have done. Friends are some people that creates impacts, be it small or big, in your life. Treasure and cherish them or else don't even make them. Ever heard the phrase "treat others the way you want to be treated?" Live by that or else you may grow to regret it. What I don' understand is how can you treat her like this? Some of us are disappointed though we have no right to say anything and apparently, keeping mum is the best way. And I shall keep it that way too ^^

Opened my eyes big and saw the world out there. Complexed. This word beings out deep meanings. Our behaviour can have disastrous consequences on others. I have learnt it the hard way and roughly, I understand how others feel if not exactly how they feel. Imagine you know someone that just had a quarrel with his/her best friend not too long ago and both of them aren't speaking to each other at that moment. Slwowly as youget to know that person, you realise just how much the both of you have in common and you start to get closer and closer together. Others may not approve at first but all you care is your friendship. And slowly, you may or may not start to neglect your initial group of friends, choosing to spend more time with your new-found friend then with them. The friendship seemed like the new beginning to something you've just discovered but your friends are getting increasingly upset with you neglecting them. When you finally realise how hurt and upset they were towards you, you try to patch things up with them but it isn't that easy. Its hard to be torn apart by 2 people/parties and you're tired as hell, yet you want both to be happy. And then, when everything seems to turn for the better, you hear the news from your "new" friend that she/he has just patched back with her/his friend. You feel happy but in time, he/she starts to neglect you for her/his friend and seems to have an obvious change in attitude. Not just to you but everyone or at least most of the people around him/her. How will you feel? No need to answer that to me or anyone else in particular. But just ask yourself this. If you had that type of "new" friend and he/she is treating you in that way, how will you feel? So I sincerely hope that all those that read this, will perhaps think about how you have been treating those around you. I'm not asking for any response. And this is not directly refering to anyone. Its just something I noticed and decided to bring it up.

After the EOYs, I'll be finally relaxing. Dudes, its time for dates soon man. I cannot wait. I have to go to pastamania and pepper lunch with miss tan. Cause its something I promised my dear (=

And yes, another issue I wish to bring up. Take note man. DANIELLE STEEL's books are absolutely the best out there man. I heard that Nicholas Sparks ones are not bad and having read a few myself, I agree too. But Steel's are real true love. Don't believe me? Ask around! Read them and enjoy. Especially my personal favourites. Leap of faith, The promise, The gift, No greater love and Impossible. These are some of the nice ones. And there are many many more out there just waiting to be discovered thats all. But these are a few. Though her story lines are practically of the same, involving someone dying, an affair and in the end, 2 people getteing together, I can't deny that her books are some of the best. Obviouls I'm not refering to the affair part. Do go and read if you have the time. Kristin, Audrey, Mingting and Roujun will all agree with me on this ^^

And to sum this post up, I wish everyone the bestest of luck for the EOYs. Especially to HUIMIN, FRANCESCA, PEILING, AUDREY, MINGTING, ROUJUN, KRISTIN, and most of all, YUELI! I have not forgotten you, my dear! And take care everyone! Goodness knows when will be the next time I post. (=


Replies.
Beverly- haha. no problem. i'll make it up after exams!
Liyan- thats provided we even have kids. i kinda like being single. so there's no chance of having kids. not in the next 20 years ^^
leegek- heh. good luck to you too(=
kristin- you too you too! dates after exam? C:

2o5.
Angeline.
Audrey.♥
Beeting. :D
Celina. :D
Celina&Valerie. :D
Charlene.
Cheryl.
Claris.
Dawn.♥
Elaine. :D
Elizabeth.
Francesca.
Gb.
Genevieve.♥
Jasmine.
James.
Jeremy.
Joanne.
Jocasta.
Jon.
Jyrminn.
Kristin.
Leegek.
Li yan.
Meihao.
Nicole.
Pearleen.♥
Pei Ling.
Priscilla.
Quila.
Roujun.
Sarah.:D
Vanessa.
Vera.
Yueli.
Zhaozhi. :D
Zhiting. :D
Zien. :D




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