Time to say goodbye..
It's just another love story.
Thursday, August 31, 2006,
11:07 PM
Oh my goodness. Today was alright I guess. Hardly studied at all. At least I did my homework. Thats one good thing. The celebration was retarded. Nice imitation of a school kid, Mr Singh! All the teachers were super cute lur. Acting like students. Especially LUO LAO SHI! She was like sleeping la. KAWAII! And then Mrs Low AY NAR. Curly hair indeed. I totally agree =x
And yes. I went back to primary school. It wasn't much of an excitement. But at least we got to see Miss Lim. Our LOVED one <3
Anyway, update more next time x)
Wednesday, August 30, 2006,
7:33 PM
Well, today was an interesting day actually. How would you feel carrying one whole stack of books while walking under the "sheltered walkway" with the rain and wind blowing you, so, the shelter did not work and you still get drenched in the end. Thats part of my day lur. The Aces day dance was somewhat amusing. Don't want to comment on it though. And Gb was alright I guess.
After Gb, Cesca and me headed to the coffee shop and saw Junlong & Kenneth. And OMG. The video they showed was hilarious. It was pure PORN. I feel so sorry for that guy =D Actually, its just disgusting =.= But I had a good laugh out of it cause it was pure crazy. And yes, there was a mad guy there and he was singing. Can you believe it? My poor poor eardrums are busted man.
I need to talk to Kristin Goh =x
Tuesday, August 29, 2006,
9:39 PM
Tag replies.
Jenna- Well, jenna? Your name o.O
Kristin- We'll be studying together soon. I promise. C:
Liyan- Blending options. And about your name, I lazy type the spacings. And it looks nicer that way :D
Zhaozhi- LOL. I don't buy albums =x
Yiwei- Keekee. Fancy writings are common these days you know (:
Beverly- BTSJ is LOVE <3
Laoren- Oh! Lol. Of cause I remember you lur. Audrey has been talking about you. Good things mind you x)
Audrey- OF CAUSE I WILL. =.= I'll remember you for the rest of my life.
ALRIGHT! My dates are coming and I can't wait. Thursday, I'll be going back to HIPS and yes Yueli, Hips don't lie =D Can't wait to meet my peeps. Its been AGES since we last met and had a good chat. Perhaps we are still as close as before :D *hopehope* September there will be dates with Beverly and Yueli. Keekee. Monday and Tuesday is already taken up! On either Friday or Saturday will be the old CLIQUE meeting. HEEHEE. That, I can't wait. Jeremy! Weiqiang! Francesca! Peiling! Elaine! Be free alright? Its been MONTHS since we 6 got together. Have your forgotten how close we used to be? I miss those moments alright? The times we spent at Jeremy's house either "studying" or playing pillow fights or just plain simple chatting. I CANNOT FORGET THOSE TIMES!! So we have to have more gatherings and such.
Yueli! Solo night will be a breeze for you. Don't worry so much and get up lazy bums! You have to start buying the essentials for the camp. Its like 3 more days only? Jia you! I'll kayak out to find you if you need me C:
Gaaah. Today was an EVENTFUL day I guess. After school was SCARY man. I realized that I will never be able to mix around with PAIKIAS. Know why? Cause I'm scared of them. LOLOL. Eugene they all are GOOD paikias so I guess they are alright {for the time being at least xD}. So yeah. It seems like DECADES since I last talked to Eugene =/ Wonder if he misses me =DD Just kidding. But DARLINGS! He does not matter much to me any longer. I've really moved on. *Cheers!
I love everyone of you <33
`小公主想念大王子
Sunday, August 27, 2006,
10:49 AM
Tag Replies!
Nic- LOL! Ignore the imature people alright? Haha, there will be more drills to come!
Liyan- haha. Fine. But I haven't much creativity stored up though :D
Mingting- So now we know where the time wasters are wasting their time at C:
Fuckers- Frequent my blog now will you. Thanks for being such a loyal tagger. About banning, its just a nice game to play. If you think you're such a great person at htmls, then good for you. We don't have to know anything. At least
newbie is nicer than
fucker lur =D
Beverly- NONO! Fuckers can't sing superwoman. Its OUR song alright? They can sing superman. LOL. And yes, one day dedicated to
US!
Meihao- We'll be seeing each other on Thursday right? Miss you too (:
What can I say? Yesterday was interesting. The P&D. Some what boring at the start cause we had to sit there for like 1 hour and my ass hurt =/ And yeah, So after the whole thing, went to my grandparents house and sat there and rot. It was like so boring and I was so hungry. Ate
two whole bowls of rice plus ingredients lur. {That is NOT how much I usually eat.}
Life is boring. Examinations are coming. I am dying. Can you believe that I actually feel the pressure already? Amazing hur (: So I have to mug often now. And end up tired the next day. GAAAH. But I desparately need to pull up my grades C:
Friday, August 25, 2006,
8:06 PM
Tag replies!
Liyan- As you said. We can't blame them for being childish. But they entertain us with their stupidness so let them be C: And you're like catching up with me and my designs aren't even that unique lur.
Beverly- I miss you too. Its been AGES since I last went out with you la. Decide a date after the exams and lets go!
Fucker- Hi! Now you can stop advertising yourself. We're paying attention to you.
Laoren- LOL. Anyway, you are? =x
Kristin- Just ignore. They canspam all they want. It just shows their ill upbringing. :D
Audrey- People just love publicizing their name. Can't blame C:
Alright. Today's drills were not bad. But there was too much dragging la. And yeah, scared to hell by THEM. Those that know, good for you (:
Do you all know that I don't fit in any longer? Its as though I'm in the clique for the sake of my name thats all. Me in person does no fit in. Maybe I should just go out of it? Won't your be happier that way?
大王子,
I'm sorry, I know I have been rude to you today once again. And its like I'm getting more and more attitude towards you once again. The million 'sorry's I say is not enough to replace the hurt I have caused you. As usual, I say things out of anger. I know my temper is out of hand. But I can't help it sometimes. I don't mean the things I say. Sorry alright? I know what you're trying to do is to stop us from drifting but I am only ruining all of your efforts. Perhaps you should not try so hard. It will only make you tired in the end. I am not one who is worth it all.Gaah. Just so so troubled. Not over love, but friendships. Weird hur? But believe it, cause its true. Neway, its like so so weird lur. I guess I've moved on already? COOL MAN! You don't mean that much to me anymore =DD I can safely say now that 1202 will not hold me back any longer. HEH >.<
&&, That Serene, she's such an unbelievable numskulled dimwit. So what if her English's good and she can speak Japanese? Does that give her the right to insult us? Teachers should not be biased. She is one baaad example.
Thursday, August 24, 2006,
1:19 PM
LOL. Learnt Archery yesterday and all I can say is that my arm hurts. Apparently my left eye is the dominent one. So I have to pull the string using my left arm. And my right hand was damn strained. Gah. Next week shall be doing the same. And some one got beaten up today? :DDD
一指神功!!! =DDDD
Tag Replies!
Steph- I think everything's settled already. So I won't lerh :D
Whatever- Well, since you felt that you were helping me, then all I can say is thank you. But if you REALLY meant to help, put your name up there lur. What for be so secretive =.=
Fucker- Who names themselves a fucked unless they are one themselves? Are you one? (:
Kristin- Chill girl. No harm done. They are just trying to make us all upset and pissed. But too bad, we're not. Waste their time and efforts only xD
Liyan- Oh fine, You're improving damn fast la. Better then me lerh (x
Beverly- Don't be pissed with them. They are people whio are just too bored. And we're honoured to "entertain" them. Or rather, they entertain us =)
Audrey- LOL. Ignore them. If they really had to pay, I'll be damn rich cause I'll charge them LOADS. =DD
Tuesday, August 22, 2006,
1:50 PM
为什么我总是离不开你
觉得如果不在你的身边就会受到伤
但知道你心里的人并不是我
我还傻傻的等你就算当你的朋友，出气筒也好
只需要你偶尔转头对我微微笑
我知道是我先让你受到伤的
也知道是因为我而你受到伤的
难道你没想过我自己
受到的伤其实是最重的
心碎了
童话梦没了
泪掉了
你放弃我了
看到，听到，想到，知道
你早已经远远走了
你总是没有转头看我
和你拥抱的人不是我
在你怀里的人也不是我
心里的位子不是我的了
祝福了你们然后转头走
转身，好像紧紧抱你一下下
但我只对你笑了笑
离了你的世界是不可能回去了
我很想爱你但是你所要的爱不是我能给的
是你心里的她才能给的
我会学着放弃你
只因为我太爱你了
`你是我心目中永远的白马王子
我好希望我能当你心里永远的白雪公主
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1:37 PM
Tag Replies!
Yiwei- No prob. i'll link you soon. And the font is alright okay o.O
Elizabeth- Haha. You're thr queen and apparently I'm the messenger =.=
Clement- haha. Thats for you to know and for me to find out lur. x)
Liyan- Your skin is alright mah. Not bad. (x
Steph- I know. I won't say anymore lerh. That post was cause I was super pek with her =/
Cesca- Fine. Spell wrongly mah.
Fucker- Oh fuck yourself upside down with the many sex toys you buy over the net lur. No one is interested in you. =.=
Whatever- Come on. If you were so interested in helping me then just put your name and disappear from here. :D
Audrey, Beverly, Kristin and Peiling- Oh just ignore immature brats. They are too ashamed of the names their parents gave them to admit it in front of all of us. So let's justr ignore them and laugh while they get all mad at our lack of attention to them. <33 you all.
Sunday, August 20, 2006,
9:18 PM
Click on these links to see what they are about please! And laugh with me :D
YIQING!FRANCESCA!PEILING!HUIMIN!Beverly, Yueli. Remember that day? <3
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5:16 PM
Hurhur. I've decided. I shall show my appreaciation to my 8 darlings and 2 of a kind. <33
Audrey!Known you since Primary school and I love every of those moments we laughed and crapped. Be it playing basketball or just doing drills. Thanks for the advices you gave me and for waking me up when I was about to sink in deeper. Glad that you've made up your mind and stick to it alright? <33
Beverly!Don't want to post about you lur. Below already have a post dedicated to you so don't be greedy. LOL. <33
Francesca!Thank you my dear. The times we shared the songs we sang together. Haha. Unforgettable lur. The times we spent suan-ing SOMEONE together and the recollections of memories we recounted. Sec 1 till now, alot has happened yeah? But we're still a part in each other's life. I treasure you as a dear friend and that will NEVER change no matter what happens! <33
Kristin!Sorry for all the moodswings you had to endured. Though our friendship started all rocky and stuff, we still managed to love one another. Thanks for all the KINDER SURPRISES you gave me just to cheer me up and make me smile. And now, its my turn to cheer you up. I shall not type anything here but you should know what I mean. Study dates with you and Audrey will never be replaced. Both of you are my study pals <33
Mingting!Know something? I was jealous of you before. LOL. Cause there was one period when you were super close to Eugene and he never stopped talking about you. But that was the past and now, we're good good friends. Sorry about HER and the gerzillion questions she ask you. Next time just ask her to get lost and shut up alright? Study date soon! FOOL mingting <33
Roujun!Heh. Your one understanding babe man. The feeling I get of you is someone motherly. Not in a bad way of cause! Though I haven't spent much time with you, its like I feel that I've actually known you for ages. Remember the moments we laughed over nothing and yes, you can't stop laughing lur. Not me. xP <33
Yueli!Say Starbucks girlfriend! Beverly brought us much closer to each other than pure 'hi and bye' friends. So for that I thank her. And tuition played a part too. I know there have been miscommunications between the Superwoman but I hope that now, really everything can be cleared and buried behind us once and for all. Cheers my dear. <33
HuiminRemember the June holidays? We became close during that period but now, we seemed to have drifted. I know its just a feeling but yeah. Thanks for being there and really giving advices that are useful. Like Roujun, you come across to me as a very motherly person and that replaces the lack ofconcern I receive from my real mother. Thank you my darling <33
Peiling!THANK YOU! Since last year, you have been listening to me blabing about all my problems. My personal counsellor! I know there was one period when we weren't on good terms but I hope everything is cleared and we're alright with one another. <33
THANKS EVERYONE OF YOU!<333333333333
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4:38 PM
Do you know I don't feel part of the clique at all? Sometimes, you guys can take it as though I am not there at all. Leave for classes without even waiting for me and when I turn to find you all, your have already disappear into thin air. Do you 3 really regard me as someone belonging to the clique? Or am I just some one extra and that your prefer me not to be there in the first place? I really don't understand. Its like on Thrusday, the way you all treated me, it felt like I really belonged in side but on Friday, I can't say much. Your 2 didn't even ask me whether I wanted to go down to the canteen but just left without me. Maybe I am thinking too much again? I don't know lur.
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2:32 PM
满天星星你的眼睛像旧电影反覆剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星我非常确定会永远闪烁在我心里
雨后的夜里夜空变得好美好干净眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际无声轮廓有一双眼睛纯洁而透明我最爱的你刹那变记忆
温度冷冷地最怕自己一个人呼吸穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你说话只剩空荡的回音好想抱紧你我最爱的你如今在里
幸福时候别来找我带着你的快乐和他膥续往前走
不属于我我不会难过我知道有一样的天空
幸福走后请记得我我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得至少还有我一直在为你默默守候
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11:28 AM
I realised something. After changing my blogskin, I'm more willing to start blogging again. Or is it just because I can use the computer? Oh, I don't know. Anyway, yesterday was spent studying at Kristin's house. Didn't get much work done though. And my DC is with her. LOL. So no zi lian-ing for me this weekend and I realised that my photos are getting uglier and uglier now =/ Not that they were nice to start with though.
No matter how many times I talk about you, you never change alright. Not since the talk at Kbox or any other time. Do you know why? I left no impact on you. You did not take whatever I said to heart neither did anything I say really sink into your mind. Do you know that not everyone who allows you to hang out with them actually like you for who you are? Its like you're just trying to break people's friendship and cliques up just so that you can be the center of attraction. Sit down and ask those around you. Ask them if they REALLY like you. And given a chance, will they accept you as part of their clique. I dare you to. Don't take for granted the people around you okay. If provoked too much, they will bite you back BADLY. Crocodile tears hear me? Thats all you shed. You asked them why am I "snatching" away all of your friends. Did you even think for one second that they are MY friends too? Foolish brat, use your brain will you? And you asked what did I want from you. I can tell you I want you to god damn change alright? I cannot stand seeing you. Sometimes I really have to hold back the urge to walk up to you and give you a slap. I have never been abel to forgive you for what you did. Telling the truth about me, I don't blame you. Adding LIES to the truth makingpeople hate me even more? Please, no matter how many times you kneel in front of me I will never be able to fully forgive you. One year of friendship was erased completely by your own doing. You can't blame any others. Why can't you open your eyes and take a good look around you. See how many people have been hurt by your selfish ways. How many people dislike you. Reflect on your own actions lur. And one advice from a former best friend. STOP ACTING. It sucks big time.
Tag replies!
Kristin- Thanks! (x
Audrey- haha. your's is still better lur :)
Peiling- LOL. Ignore the childish people. Thanks too <3
Beverly- haha. Thanks. About your camera, CHILL. And your post was super sweet too :D
Francesca- Thank you! xD
Minn- heh, thanks!
Mingting- Yeah,I made it. Yeps. We should ALL start anew.
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12:27 AM
BEVERLY TEE is LOVE.Remember the times we stayed up late just to catch up on one another? The nights when I fell asleep after assuring everyone that I won't? The days when dates with each other were all we could think of? Yes, those days were memorable. Though conflicts pulled us apart many times, but fate always brought us back together again. It was destiny that we met each other in life's journey and love that kept us close. Trust keeps the bond standing strong and faith allows us to believe in one another. You are irreplacable as a friend, my dear. <33
Saturday, August 19, 2006,
3:19 AM
Okay. This is a new blog and a new skin. Comment on it people (= And since almost everything is new, its a good thing to start anew too. Alright. I guess I better sleep. Its late =/ Nights people.
;; Shower <33 on my 8 darlings.
