Time to say goodbye..
It's just another love story.
Thursday, March 29, 2007,
2:21 PM
爱你<3
Hell-oh!
In computer lab right now. Supposed to be doing the chinese culture talk thing but who cares :D Can do both at the same time anyway. I only know life sure is boring. No CCA tmr, so I'm dismissed at like 12.30? I wanna go kboooooooooooooox! ):
Sports day's on Saturday. Reach Hg stadium at like 7.10? Damn early for whaaaaat. Sit there rah-rah a while then go home already le. What's the point :X
Oh well, got to "act guai" already and go do the talk thingie. Buh-bye!
Beverly; Especially when it comes to you and me<3
Elaine; I can tell. You tagged twice luh. Lol. Date sooooooon? :)
Steph; Hell-oh! I'm superly high these few days la. Lmao, smile more and my mouth drop off. ^^
Jasmine; Hey! :D
I love my honey:D
Monday, March 26, 2007,
5:07 PM
Hiatus
Haven't been blogging in quite sometime. Just some things which have been happening in my life.
1. Drill Competition is finally over. Got silver. Gold for company award.
2. I'm hating **** more and more.
3. Some things finally seem more fair after such a long time.
Blogging seems like such a chore lately and I don't even get to use the computer already. At least until dad gets back. Doing Oral Presentation preparation now. Update more next time.
I hope we'll all be fine sooooooon girlfriends :)
Elaine; oh fine :D
Cesca; i was sick lorhhhh. lmao.
Zhaozhi; it wasn't happy :X
Ly; finally okay already! like after 3 weeks of suffering? ^^
Beverly, Kristin, Vera, Claris, Peiling; Relinked y'all.
Toodles~
Saturday, March 10, 2007,
6:20 PM
East Coast Park!
Firstly, training almost killed me.
Secondly, my fever came back again.
Thirdly, stupid sleeping bags are so expensive.
Fourthly, it's funny when you're best friends with some one for a whole year, quarrel with her for the next year and patch up then quarrel then patch up then quarrel for goodness knows how many times this year and now you're talking like your have never quarreled in your life before again.
Okay, enough updating. I'm dying and I need rest already.
You! Yes you, you know that I'm referring to you. What for still love him when he did that to you? Think and love me can already what. I'm so nice and caring and good :) And this is like specially for you, so please, be honoured :D Take care and smile more. See ya on monday!Byebye cruel and twisted world.
Friday, March 09, 2007,
10:01 PM
What a day :DDDDDD
Met Jeremy at Kovan.
Bought fish and prawns.
Went to my house bus stop to meet Weiqiang.
Took 76 to East Coast to meet Zhanyi.
Walked for more than an hour to Bedok Jetty.
Pitched tent. 4 men tent. They wanted me to stay but so sad, I couldn't.
Wind too strong so we dumped all our bags in.
Still too strong so we turned it around.
Jt caught 3 fishes :))
Moved the tent to another location. Each of us took one side of the tent. So gao siao.
Saw sun set. It was supar nice.
Night came and Jt caught
2 crabs before I left.
Dad came so ah gong and Zy sent me to car park :)))
Home at 9 plus.
,
11:44 AM
<33
红着眼你轻轻碰我的手
对不起你喃喃地说
我的难过不只你又伤了我
还有你变得这样擅长认错
叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦
怎么会爱只剩这一些
是不是时间把人变得傻了点
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念
如果我可以不再迷恋
迷恋你在怀中幸福的香味
也许就能够不再有期待
期待你回来约好的未来
我听着你说爱我
感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了
此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后
能往哪里走
听着你说好爱我
感觉却不是感动
这一次拥抱以后还有没有
谁能告诉我哪里有出口
能让我逃出这个
我快沉没的漩涡
就算真找到出口
Thursday, March 08, 2007,
8:18 PM
I just wanna die):
It sucks to fall sick.
1. Cough getting worse and worse.
2. Nose is running away.
3. Voice is better by a lil bit. At least no more "sexiness".
4. Throat still hurts like hell.
5. Head's spinning sometimes but hurts all the time.
6. High fever.
7. I have 7 different types of medicine to swallow down. I feel like a drug addict.
What the hell? So much for the holidays huh. I just hope I'll be okay when camp comes. Went to see doctor in the afternoon and he said I had high fever thus not being able to go to school tomorrow until I'm better. I wanna die from boredom already. I can't talk much, I can't play and I can't eat junk food anymore):
I can't believe I'm saying this but I do miss school. So much for me disliking school and finding it meaningless. Anyway I gotta go and rest already. Thanks girls and guys for caring for me for the past few days. I <3 you all (:
Byebye world.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007,
9:24 PM
I hate falling sick.
1. Coughed during morning assembly until I cried.
2. Slept during Chem and Maths.
3. Voice's getting worse and worse.
4. Roujun accompanied me to polyclinic after school.
Damn, I'm getting too sick for words. I can't stop coughing and sneezing today.
Rahhh.
Thanks girls for caring for me today :) Much appreciated.
Baby, I've learnt not to care about things that make me upset already :)
No matter how much I wish I could turn back time to when there was you and me,
I know it won't change any thing.
Not going school tomorrow. I'll stay home and rest and hopefully I'll feel better on Thurs :)
Toodles~
Monday, March 05, 2007,
8:09 PM
Sick ):
Rah, I've been sick for so long already. Today was the worst. Felt like dying just waking up for school. My voice is still as sexy as it was yesterday. I can't shout, or scream at all. Just talking hurts my throat. And I couldn't stop coughing too. Not to mention the fact that my nose is running away): I want to go see a doctor :/
Vera told me something today. She said that it was obvious that I haven't been in a good mood lately with all my moodiness. I didn't know what I felt was so obvious to everyone.
Apparently everyone but you. I really really don't know what to do with my life now. I live for the sake of living. This sickness ain't helping at all. I know my friends do care a hell lot.
But I really really hoped that you were part of them, caring and supporting me all the way. But I know you won't and will never. It's just a dream that I've been dreaming recently. There's just something missing from all these.
Attire check early in the morning. Damn some of the teachers. I don't want to bad mouth them but some are really damn *#^%£#. I can't stand these teachers any more. I used to think they were cool and everything but after this year, I realized that they were just rubbish fit for the bin. Damn. The world will be much more peaceful without them. Bought socks again.
I'd really love to cheer up and smile like I used to. There's just no reason to do so. I need a breather from everything that has been happening, a friend to talk to, a place to air my head and someone to lend me a shoulder to lean on. Holidays aren't holidays any more. I don't have time to really take things nice and slow and concentrate on my studies. My grades are dropping and I'm not in the mood to study. Self indulgent is harmful sometimes. I seem to be doing a lot of that lately.
Clement; -.-" Thanks?
Audrey; Lol. DON'T WANT :D Just kidding :)
Kristin; Thanks babe<3
Celina; Zhuan Shu Tian Shi. Nice song right ! [:
Roujun; Hello superdarling! :D
Vanny; Of course! I love vanny too<3 Soooooooon I promise :)
Leegek; What type of skin do you want?
Sunday, March 04, 2007,
10:25 AM
My voice's almost gone!
HELP! My voice is like almost gone. My throat hurts like hell. I can't stop coughing. The only good thing is that my limbs are not aching any more.
Going out later to movieeeeeeeee(: Oh my. Kbox really killed my voice. I couldn't even speak last night. Went around croaking replies to all of my aunties at grandma's place. Surprisingly, all of them were there. And they went around telling me "You can't eat this, and this, and this. Nooo, you cannot drink cold drinks." Whatever -.-" But really. This is the 5th day since I've had sore throat and I'm still stuffing cookies and sweets and cold drinks down that poor throat of mine. It's no wonder why I haven't recovered. I'll be a good girl and drink more water.
I want my voice back DDDD:
Baby, I don't understand a thing that has been happening lately. I only know that I want you near me like you used to be.
Honaye, 6 more days. Some how, I want time to stop right here, right now. So that I won't have to see the memories play like a movie right in front of my eyes.Sigh, who am I kidding when I said I was alright. I'll smile cause I have to. Not cause I want to.
Saturday, March 03, 2007,
8:22 PM
Kbox! :)
Oh my, I have a sore throat, cough and now, running nose. Aching limbs, mental exhaustion. Help.
Woke up at 7 and I had to drag myself put of bed to get ready for training. Met the girls for breakfast again then went to school. Being on probation sucked :/
1. It's pressurizing.
2. I can't give commands properly.
3. Sore throat, thus the soft commanding.
4. Have to run here and there to unlock door.
5. Have to keep keys in pocket and it affects my drills.
6. Keep coughing during drills.
7. I get nervous when I'm standing in front of a crowd, namely the GB girls in this case, and I even forgot some of their names.
See why I can't do well? Musical drills was easier. We've improved :D
Chiong home after training and bathed/changed/made up and then off to sing with cesca. Sang and sang and sang. Especially 超喜欢你. Sang like 5-6 times? We were practically screaming the song. I bounced around on the chair. Heh. It's such a nice song! I love 飞轮海!
Giro, Wuzun and Aaron are not only cute. They're really hot.
Nan xue zhang is hot too! So sad he can't take over that other guy's place then 飞轮海 will be the best band ever!
All mine all mine!
So cute right! *grins*
Okay, I've gotta rest soon. Not being able to talk is killing me.
Oh ya, I miss those good ol' days with my pals. People whom I've known for years like Jeremy and Weiqiang :) It's been a long time since I last really talked to them and thank God I managed to chat with Jeremy last night. Yay! Yueli too [: I miss all of them O:
Off to sieve through my thoughts. I think I know why you gave up and it ain't 'bout it. Your feelings for her was revived that's all. Don't worry, I can live knowing about it :)
Honaye, 7 more days !!
Toodles~
Friday, March 02, 2007,
8:07 PM
I'll smile cause I know you care.
I'll always remember you as the one that brought the real meaning of love into my life.Though things did not work out in the end, I'll never forget the memories we shared.One day, I hope that we'll become friends again.'Cause then, I know our friendship will be stronger than what it once was :)Training today was intensive. Arms and feet nearly killed me. To make matters worse, full-u. I know I should not complain as competition's less than a month away, I still don't like to wear full-u :/ Super hot and uncomfortable. Some more frock so long, really restricts my movements. I'd rather wear GB tee and School skirt any day. 2 hours of training today and I'm aching all over. Wonder what's going to happen to my poor body tomorrow. I hope the weather will be fine at least. Cloudy but no rain. Loads of wind but no sun. Heh!
I'm depressed. Though I've made up my mind to really excel in my studies, the only reason I go back there is to palia. And even that ain't enough to make me feel excited about going to school. I don't want to go back there and have to watch my attire, what I say, what I do, and like every little thing there is to worry about. Come to think of it, I've been even thinking about quitting school though I won't of course. But it's really oppressive. Sigh, I'm complaining once again. Some one, please motivate me and give me a reason to enjoy my life in school.
8 more days, honey.
&& baby, I can't help but think about you some times.
:)
Well, I got to study and brush up on my A Maths and many of my other subjects. So much for Miss Tee saying that my Chinese standards are high. But I've been failing badly. What the hell? If it was only Chinese Compos, I know I'll do well. But those comprehensions really got my head spinning with all those profound words. I don't understand, thus I don't know what to answer, thus I tikam and any how crap up an answer, thus getting low marks for the question. All thanks to the fact that my Chinese sucks. I don't know what am I still doing in Higher Mother Tongue. Oh ya. 58$ for the O level paper? It's like damn expensive? So much for air flown. Can't they like just send the questions through Email and we can print it using Singapore paper and then perhaps the prices will go down to like maybe 8$ only?
我害怕真的好害怕怕我总有一天会失去控制对你说声"我爱你"Anyway, good night folks!
